No one knows
So, literally, right now I'm sitting at work next to my "HappyLite" natural spectrum light, crying because I have no friends. There are people who talk to me on occasion. Usually men trying to coax me into "hanging out with them", but I know their motives. Then there are.... Uh, is one who I truly consider a friend, but he's also an ex, so that bridge is damaged. Then below that I have two friendquaintances; more than acquaintance but less than friends. They don't stop talking to me if I happen to say something stupid, which I often do, but they also hardly talk to me. And then there's everyone else, whom I want to be friends with but I seem to screw that up. Especially with one person in particular. Who I find horribly fantastic. Unfortunately I have no social skills and I don't know what is and isn't socially acceptable, so I don't think he likes me anymore. So, I guess the point of this whole thing is to say three things; 1) I am...