Purity in Words

I have this inconstant, ever-changing world I live in. Well, I mean, its in my head. And sometimes I talk about it in the form of obsessions. It's not like Ruzo. It's not a country, nor does it have a plot. There's only one main character, and the story follows her and it changes based on what she does and experiences. Sadly, I have no one who will listen to me, so I keep it to myself. Not that I have much to talk about by way of storyline. I just have obsessions. Currently that obsession is Pottermore and whether I'll be sorted into Hufflepuff or Ravenclaw. Unfortunately, the owl hasn't visited my inbox yet. So anyway, I'll just sit here and type to no one. Getting thoughts out of my head. Hoping someone someday will care enough to listen to my obsessions, problems, and anything else I may care to talk about. Until then, I'll just shut up and stay in the clouds.

To work on Words of Affirmation. Starting now.

Okay, so I figured it out. I used to be seriously confused about what my love language was until just now and I figured out why. I've always known that I'm not for Acts of Service. Don't care for it. Does nothing for me. Gifts; I like them only because it tells me that you were thinking of me, but its not my love language. This is where it gets slightly complicated. And Im not sure if anyone else is like this. Words of Affirmation is my top love language for non romantic relationships. Although I will accept words of affirmation in a romantic relationship, its not my top love language there. My top love languages ONLY within a romantic setting are Quality Time and Touch. They are related because I crave one on one attention, and touch requires attention. But I really just want phones down, look me in the face, doing nothing else but pay attention to me quality time lol. So, yeah. No wonder I was confused. Most of the time, peoples love language between friends, famil...

By far the most amazing, fantastic, spectacular, glorious, and painful thing in the world. I feel like an inconvenience. And I'm not sure if sharing my feelings is a good idea or not. Not that I don't want to share them, because I do.... Again, I feel like an inconvenience.

I'm always on the path of learning about myself. I'm a counselor and a healer. I will listen to anyone's problems. Even a stranger. I've done it before. Um, but I just learned that I'm more INFP than INFJ. It's likely about 90% / 10%. But that's my speculation, I don't really know the ratio lol

Does anyone actually care the way I do? Does anyone love me the way I love? I understand that my feelings and issues are trivial, but are they too trivial that no one will listen? Am I just being "too emo"? I'm aware that I can be emotional. And I'm aware I can be irrational. But does that mean I should not be granted at least a little attention? Must I be left to my own devices? Just some questions I wish I could answer.