I Just Can't
I can't depend on ANYONE anymore. I keep getting disappointed. I don't even think I can talk to him tomorrow. I'm afraid he will continue to hurt me. I just can't handle it anymore. I can't. HOW CAN WE SURVIVE IF I CAN'T TRUST YOU?! HOW CAN YOU THINK I'M STUPID? How could I have been so stupid to think you'd never disappoint me? That you'd never hurt me? That you'd never lie? I'm sorry I failed you.